Sunday, January 10, 2016

Wisdom, Time and Space, You

Deary,

Wisdom is not limited by time and space XD...


"Im on the top of a mountain ^_^"


A civilized Tarzan on a blue clothes capture of my day. Ahahahahaha :)

I wonder, are you gonna let her spend your day with just $25? LOL

Xoxo

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Gasing Adventure

Deary,

It was a super extremely warm day for me. Yet it was so fulfilling and dying out of breath. That was my highlight of the day.

630am and the guys were late. Lol. 5 in a car. Experiencing a place that a person got snatch valuable items. Police ronda and news reporter surrounding. Yet, it doesn't stop people from going to breakthrough the harmony in the nature.


Was having conversation of getting lost and do not trust the guys on direction hahaha...


The proof of someone who demand a banana and getting late while speeding...




 
:))))
Hanging Bridge
 
The Peak
 
Watch Tower where we rested longest and having rice cracker berries bar! <3 and a cute little girl :D

We had a pretty quick track off and short journey back to entrance. Someone was shy away from changing and hide in the forest to do so! LOL oh my! X'D Unbelievable...
I ordered not to switch on the air-cond and let it go for awhile and we couldn't bear the heat and sweat anymore, so I said please switch on the air-con ya hahaha and they start blaming... hey is good for your health okaay

We went to Tangpin Kitchen for brekkie, the monsters had a heavy meal early morning. Aw I just not used to it really. To take it slow, I started off with just taufufah without any sugars plus toast bread. Who knows the mini small bun was really too small to filled haha. On top of that, I added another glass of Hainanese Tea! Fluffy top bubbles~ 

After all the heavy meal, we went back with high satisfaction. Im glad to meet another new friend and was just staying two street away from me. ^_^ 

Shower. 12.45pm BAM! out of the house to collect Spring Run 2016 shirt and bib. Too bad I couldn't have time to taste the bak kut teh at the place. As we are rushing on next meet up by 3pm!


 My deary long lost BFF, at Ficelle, little brother of LeVaine


As usual, watching The Brain and I truly admire the 1st champion of the world, handsome Wang Feng using mahjong skill of memorizing this time, to increase the difficulty to challenge the foreigners from all around the world in the finale. He was promoted by Dr Wei to become leader due to past experience from Season 1. 

During the watch, I was way tooooooooo busy on my phone. At this hour, all the group chat are very hit on. I was bit pissed off on a conversation, but it is a superb training for myself to breakthrough to become a better me, it was not my fault anyway as I felt there was a damp sour taste over the other side! Please talk nicely to everyone, nobody own you anything. I will take on this... So my schedule for training on next week is up to the max! Hence with bosses famiy and colleague coming over from Perth. 

Happy Girl ! ^_~
Xoxo

A lay back Friday

Deary,

Received an early called from ops manager to check on progression and hands on training. She further explained about this off site support that include quoting customers, creating brochures, maintaining websites, and most importantly ratings. I heartfelt congratulate that she's expecting and informed that Perth colleague and manager will be dropping by next week to train me. :) I'm so excited to get more busier on next week.

Today is a study day for me to keep up the industry jargons. Therefore there wasn't really much on productivity. Already got too hyper on tomorrow hiking! <3

Have been skipping rice lately for dinner.
Maintaining healthy dietary is one of the listed challenge this year. :)

It is raining during midnight... expecting a wet morning tomorrow :/ hopefully it wasn't too bad. Yudan has been companying me of my lovely nights. He is really really awesome and skillful!

Xoxo

Monday, January 4, 2016

Memorable 1st Achievement of The Year!

Deary,

Good Morning! It's been so excited to not sleep anyway, had only rested for 2 HOURS! HAHAHA
The consequences of watching too much YouTube lol~ yudan smooth and long fingers on the black and white keys & Sheila Amzah performance. 

YH picked the princess by 4.20am and then caught up with two others to continue the journey. Time effective wise we are still ok-ish to reach the destination. Once there, we quickly wrap up and started to hike in the dark. I began to sweat like showering since started.

It took us an hour to reach the top by 6am. Experience hiking in the dark is so much fun than day time. It was so cooling and adventurous! Malay friends were even praying in the dark before sun rise. 

The fruitful panaromic view with smoke pollution in addition ... is so....... romantic!

The painting breeze scene...
The new 2016 me! Full along with adventures and a lot of yay!
Half way down on next peak.
Wefie time!

The cheeky me get to experienced what is gentleman means in the society. I was afraid to get down the hill and people been kind to grabs my hand and SAVE ME FROM DYING! Lol

Finally 9am ish we managed to complete the journey of hiking! Hooray!!!

Moving forward forward for brekkie. We cincai found out a place that provide Wi-Fi! And c'mon is a small town like mum kampung.

During the trip we understand each other, discuss about relationship, jobs +++

Looking forward on the next weekend, coming experience!

Xoxo

Saturday, January 2, 2016

Understanding Myself Better

According to the Four Personalities chart, it was analysed that being an Introversion = reflective, ruminating, quiet and reserved.

After being analysed and as a reference as of:
"Positive and Perfect Melancholy Temperament"

A Melancholy is someone who is Beaver, Thinker, Epimethian

Positive Attributes:
accurate, analytical, perfectionist, orderly, conscientious, precise, scheduled, detailed, practical, consistent, sensitive, inquisitive, discerning, controlled, genius prone, purposeful, serious, listener, philosophical, musical, artistic, efficient, deliberate, factual.

At Work:
neat ,tidy, list maker, economical, organized, engineering, like graphs and charts, see problems and solutions, frustrated by interruptions, motivated by high standards, likes instruction.

Negative Attributes:
antisocial, self-centered, depressive, negative, moody, unforgiving, critical, sulks, low self image, suspicious of people, antagonistic, hard to please, skeptical, rigid, passive-aggressive, hypochondriac, pessimistic, gloomy, brooding.

Wants Others To:
give lots of clear detailed information, respect their space, give them time to do it right,  appreciated their effort, communicate with facts, not get too personal, let them think, justify deviation from the norm, relate it to the present.

Well Known Melancholies:
Seven of Nine, Barbara Walters, George Bush, Queen Elizabeth II, Colin Powell, Mother Teresa, Special Agent Mulder

By:KeriForsythe

The Melancholy's in the Details
Marked by their scheduled and critical temperaments, melancholies are known for crossing their "T's" and dotting their "I's."  To a melancholy, no detail is too insignificant or excessive. In fact, melancholies are so detail-oriented that they often become depressed when certain things fail to meet their high standards. People with this temperament also have affinities for making charts and lists, and they constantly analyze whether or not they're being productive.

When considering the melancholy's core emotional needs, it's important to remember the five "S's": space, silence, sensitivity, support and stability. Generally speaking, melancholies are serious individuals, and they appreciate people who share their deep-thinking and idealistic natures. Also, people with this temperament assert their control in situations by becoming moody and withdrawn.

Complete foils to the sunny sanguines, melancholies are characterized by their self-depreciating comments and overwhelming desires for perfection. However, people with this personality type are also known for being extremely loyal and faithful to those they let in their inner circle. Unlike fickle sanguines, who are known for having numerous friends and acquaintances, melancholies will be a friend for life.

Key strengths and weakness ascribed to melancholies:

Key Strengths:                                        Key Weaknesses:
Analytical, detailed and orderly               Pessimistic, insecure and resentful
Considerate and respectful                       Depression-prone and negative
Sensitive and self-sacrificing                   Unforgiving and skeptical
Cultured and idealistic                             Suspicious and introverted

Managing the Melancholy
You should approach him or her in an intellectual, sensible manner. As people who appreciate sincerity, they don't like it when administrators beat around the bush. Also, criticizing melancholies is usually unnecessary, as they are typically hard enough on themselves. According to Littauer, "Melancholies are task-oriented folks who are careful and organized.  These perfectionists thrive on order, and you can depend on them to complete a job on time. But, their perfectionism may make them critical or pessimistic, and they drive themselves crazy with their efforts to measure up to their own high standards."

Still, melancholies are valuable in the workplace because they bring talent and creativity into every situation. And, these self-sacrificing individuals will work tirelessly to ensure that their work is as cutting-edge and innovative as possible. The melancholy's life motto: "If it's worth doing, it's worth doing right."


Friday, January 1, 2016

Happy New Year

Deary,

Such a beautiful breeze, taking time enjoying life! :)))
Everything is beautiful when you feel happy and appreciate.
















It will definitely be a good year of 2016!
At least my mind is thinking like that <3

Xoxo

Monday, December 28, 2015

To The Love that Buried in the Grave Forever...

To the deary Love that never last:

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

For who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with the pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize-fighter 
Still trapped within my youth

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend, a brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

Interpretation
This song is about a young man who is overwhelmed by his relationship with a woman, and he is conflicted with the feelings he has for this woman. In his mind, there is no doubt about her love for him, but he's not sure he can return this love. There is great passion in this relationship (perhaps where it all started), but he is starting to see some things in her that he really doesn't like. Then again, who is he to judge (again the conflict).

Nor does he know what the implication would be of him professing his love for her - loss of identity, loss of youthful recklessness? Is it worth it? Then the passion comes back, and he is once again torn.

Through it all he doesn't want to be deceitful, neither to her nor to himself. This forces him to start confronting the truths about this relationship, something he'd rather hide from. He'll take the good but could do without the bad. All the while knowing there is no limit to what she is willing to do to preserve the relationship, he sometimes feels he can yield to her greater understanding of what's going on. (Is she perhaps older than him? Was he once just a friend when she was in another relationship?)

So there he is, all messed up. Life used to be so simple. In fact his relationship with her can be quite simple at times (maybe it was at first), but now he's wondering if he isn't in over his head. It's not just a game anymore. He'd like to show her who's boss but he doesn't quite have it in him. His pride pays a heavy price for the passion he feels.

SO this is a tale of conflict within a young man's head, a complex story which the author conveyed with an economy of words.

Love that forever dies...